i waited for your msg. but you didnt. i msged you instead, you didnt reply. you didnt act the way you promised me that you will.

i swear i'll quit. i hate my manager. fuckin bitch.
but, i'll miss tha ck tang staff. a lil. )x

hmm. i had enough. damn damn damn. im pissed.

we passed eached other. you gave me a cold stare. tellin me, i dont know you anymore.

(: oh finally, ONE MORE DAY TO GO, AND I"LL GET MY OFF DAY. (: imagine workin 9 days straight, 10hr/day. standing, doing stocktakes. WTHHH. hahas. just now my manager called, telling me that CK Tang will be havin a sale tml. till midnight.

manager: can you stay abit longer?
me:(without any hesitation) NO!

hahs. i dont care. since im not interested in this job anymore. but i'll leave only after i've got wat i want. (: hahas. I WONT ADMIT DEFEAT! (x lalalas.

hmm, perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...

cute, really. i swear he is.

hahs, i shall think of a way to get the thing i want. if there's a will, there's a way. (: hahs. im sure i'll get it. even thou wawa dont wanna give me! ): i need to find things to entertain me while workin at ck tang. i've found. but i've gotta find a way to get it. :s hmmmmm.....

oh some on, im sick of this game lar. really tired.
all that you guys care now is you and your workin mates. wats more? hahs. just, watever la. i dont wanna let myself upset. not again.

(: im gonna quit soon. i guess. hahhs.

it's really tiring to get sad.

hahs. met a cute guy at work. he's cute, really. but too bad, he's gay. LOL. sadd. )x

hahas, crybaby's gonna set up a bra business in the future. he only have one aim, : TO SAVE ALL WOMEN. wth. how lame. hahhahs. but cute la. i'll be the sharholder! HAHA. just kiddin. im sick of bras.

ck tang, ck tang, ck tang...... all the way. )x

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE. (:
back from vonne's hse. lols. we cooked, we ate and we fooled. hahs. (: how nice if all was there. thanks jesse, for that sweet lil gift. (: it was pretty. hahs.
but sometimes i just feel so not nice when they talk bout things that i dun understand.

got some christmas treats from ck tang staff. thanks! (:

i caught a glimpse you on christmas eve.(:
thou it was from far and just your back view.
im happy, im contented.
i whispered to myself, 'merry christmas, --..(:'
how i wished you heard it.
cause, i have no courage even to wish you..
i dont wan any christmas presents. im willing to use them all, in exchange for, you one 'merry christmas'.

oh well , im fucking irritated. damn it la.
my everything, if you have the guts, TAKE IT! I DARE YOU.

i dont feel like working anymore. bras and underwears freak me out. oh damn. smiling, saying 'thank you's, and blah blah blah. oh sick. come on, im not a 'polite person' can. argh. the only thing that's holdin me back is, money. ):

there's a difference between, best and bestIE. isit? thats bestIE's logic. wth. CHILDISH, lucky wa wa. (x all the best for your 1st day of work tml. hahs

crybaby is super-duper handsome. crushed again. he made me go head over heels. oh damn. nono.)x not again.

i dont know what more can i say.
i dont know what more can i ask for.
i just feel so, insecure.

gathering at Mrs Chin's hse today. met up with those whom i haven seen for ages.

oh well, it was raining cats and dogs. lols, we were stuck at sengkang mrt. lols. we RENTED some umbrellas. hahs. jon and me shared one. ok fine, he was complaining all the way that i cant walk properly. but it was fun walkin in the heavy rain. (x lols.

lols. fun, joy and laughter. (: more gatherings, PLS. hahs.

soon, i'm out. she'll be in.

hahs. i'll nvr believe you guys again. nvr.

hahas. 'what dont worry, wont der'. all bullshit. hahas.

bullshit. you guys dont even care bout how i feel. fuck.

(: LOL, cheefun is stupid. wat for i care bout wat he do sia. he wan go he go lar. not my problem anymore. hahas. stupid boy. (x

i duno wat the hell is going on. its just so, fucked up.

watever. i cant be bothered. its okay if i lose everything.

now, nothing can make me feel good. smiles will never be true. till the storm is over.

workin is gettin more and more fun. i can get along better with everyone.(: i realised, smokers are not bad ppl. it aint that bad to smoke.(:
according to Fiza,: it relieves stress. LOL.

you can nvr imagine how OPEN ppl workin in the lingerie talks. trust me, its HORRIBLE LANGUAGE. goodness.i might be like them one day, lets see. (:

supper-ed at prata house with aishya. (: what's next girl? hahas.

(: dont ever expect too much from people. you'll never know, maybe they dont bother at all.

on wed night, huat left for NL. 1 whole month without her, HAHS, i think some disaster's gonna happen. oh well, i did shed a few drop of tears that night, but dont worry, its just tears of joy.(: the trip to Changi was looooonnngggg lar. and the blardy fools refuse to entertain me.): daddy sent the fools and von home after that. it was a bloody long day. tiring.):

howen went to taiwan ytd morning, hafta work and didnt get to send him. ): take good care of yourself dude. (: will miss you!



(: hahs, for those who dunno, i've got a job at blush! lols. after 4 long days, finally, my day off today. (: but i guess im gonna rot at home since, ... hahas, ITS OKAY. i shall visit my dear cousin later and see how's his hair growing. lols.

im lucky to work at a place where ppl seldom go.(i hate ppl to see me at work.)
to have a nice and cute supervisor.(:
and the best of all, sometimes, i'll get to work with Aishya. time passes very fast when i work with her. (:
one day, we are gonna take a day off one the same day. and the night before, we'll go play pool and watch midnight movie.YEAH MAN!((x


the pact, the promise and the seceret code. ((:

is it gonna happen again? i duno. i dont wanna think that way but i've got no faith in them. it just seems like, yeah, no matter isit twos or threes, as, mayb its fated that odd no. cant make into pairs eh?

7 / 2= 3R1
7 / 3=2R1

HAHS.

damn. blardy hell.

thats wat friends are for, right? HAHS.